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Hey guys, this is the last time that I will jump onto this account! The next time I do, I will be deleting it for good! If you want to continue following me and are interested in what I make, you can follow my alternate account jace-callaway.deviantart.com/

Once again, this is the last time that I will be on this account because the next time I jump on it will be to delete this account! On my other account, I am working on a comic series that you all might be interested in checking out as well as better quality art! So head on over and don't miss it!
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Wow

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I can honestly say that I am embarrassed at this account. I've had this account since I was 13 and haven't even been on it for about a year. Just now getting back onto it to see anything new and good and just... wow. I can't believe I made the things in my gallery. I feel very ashamed, but at the same time, I actually feel pretty damn good about myself, because without my shitty pieces that are up here, I wouldn't be the 'improved' artist I HOPE I am Lol

Just wanted to say that before I died again.
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Inactivity

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I am so sorry for my inactivity on this account. I've been busy with another account that I've been using to post a different comic called Dead Days, a zombie comic based off of an RP with a couple of my friends. So, sorry if I don't reply to any messages very quickly or journals or anything, I've just been busy with other things >.< I will still be using and checking this account every once in a while, but not nearly as much as my other one. You can find the account at Jace-Callaway to look at the comic *Yes, it is me* but I will only be posting the comic, characters, story-fillers, and hopefully animations if I can get into it. More about that stuff are in the Journals on that account.

Just letting you guys know that I'm moving my main account to that one!
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I hate being ignored. Being ignored is a not only a pet peeve of mine, but a fear. Being ignored means I’m not worth anything, that I’m trash, that I’m worthless. Being ignored, to me, is the equivalent of telling me to fuck off and go die. I’m not strong, by no means am I even close. Instead of acting strong, like a lot of people think, I keep everything I think and feel to myself, bottled up inside, building pressure higher and higher, waiting for it to explode. That’s just what I am; a ticking time bomb waiting to go off. Stress, feelings, emotions, wants, needs, everything is bottled up until there is nothing left to show. My face, this face that makes me look pissed off all the time; that is the face of an empty shell. That is the face of the defeated, the beaten, battered and bruised. The marks never show up physically, no, instead, they stay hidden. Festering and tearing up the inside until it’s nothing but a bloody black mess needing to be cleaned up. In a way, I’m selfish. I know that already. But I’m selfish in a way that is different from most people. I want to do whatever possible to keep others around me happy. I couldn’t care less about myself, because who could? I’m a lowly, worthless insect who is constantly ignored or treated like trash. ‘Just ignore them back’ they say. ‘They’re not ignoring you, their intimidated by your looks.’ They insist. Well, maybe if they would take two seconds to acknowledge my existence, to actually realize ‘Oh, they’re a human being too. Maybe I should at least acknowledge the fact they’re alive.’ When people say ‘hi’ to me and I act surprised, it’s because I am. I get the greatest satisfaction when people acknowledge me because it reminds me that I’m not just a figment of my parent’s imagination, that I’m alive and not just some ghost wandering around the plain of the living. When people say ‘hello’ to me, it means that I’m not fake, that I’m not just some soulless doll or something made to simply take up space. A simple ‘hello’ is the best thing anyone could ever say to me.
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Please Read

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Alright, I've been taking a break on this comic, Fanta Tails, for a while now, trying to get some stuff figured out that had some holes in it and I got a few kinks worked out. I've decided that I want to try something different with this comic since it seems so restricted to it's boundaries, and I'm also going to outline the panels and such, clean it up in GIMP, and try to get rid of those stupid smears and sudden quality changes, because that is getting on my nerves. I've also been trying my best to do better character depictions and dialog and more explanations in the comic itself.

It's pretty hard to do all this since my two most active co-writers had moved away. I can contact one, but I don't have the other's contact information. Which I guess that means I need to hire  two new directors to help me with this. When I say 'hire', it's more volunteer and you're not getting paid. Sorry, but I'm broke and this is a no-profit comic. The requirements from my last Help Wanted journal still stand which you can find here: blackcatoffire.deviantart.com/…

I'm also going to allow Skype to be a means of communication, but please have a mic. or a headset with one, because discussing everything through typing gets very tiring very quickly. To find me on Skype, it's sargent_kitty or Jenna Conaway. If there's duplicate, then it's the blue icon with a cat in it, just like the one in my Deviant ID. If you find that to be uncomfortable by any means, then please use Steam or e-mail, because I really hate writing several huge novels to describe one or multiple things and I'm sure you don't like it either. Too time consuming.

Anyway, the fifth page is underway as we speak, and after that page will be the title page, which I should have done a while ago. Granted, I also should have had at least fifteen pages finished by now, but I'm a busy person. I do in fact have a life. Please, if you are even remotely interested, give that journal a read and please consider. I'm the kind of person who needs second opinions about these kinds of things or I'll just drop it off the side of the earth and no one will hear from it again, kinda like my other comic that I made a big deal out of and yet no one cared. Hey, that sounds like this one XD *or anything else I've ever done here >.>* In all honesty, if you guys have any questions regarding the comic, please ask. I don't bite, honestly ^^ I might have a mean look to my image, but I can be a nice person. When I wanna be, but that's beside the point.

I really appreciate it when people at least acknowledge the things I work hard on, negative or positive, so please, feedback is greatly wanted. At least something to let me know that people are reading it and not just clicking on the picture and going to a new one on the side >.>

So, I hope to hear from at least a few people who want to ACTIVLY participate in the Fanta Tails Project and throw out some ideas I can catch and use *and of course I will credit you in the description* and I hope that whoever ends up joining the staff will have a blast with the others. We're a fun group and we only bite when we're woken up from a long awaited slumber XD You don't have to be an artist or a writer, but being creative will help me greatly. If I ask you to do something you can't, won't be able to, or are too uncomfortable with *nothing dirty you little tards >.>* then please tell me and either I will handle it, or one of the other Co-writers could. Just please tell me in advanced when you pass work to someone else so I won't waste any time asking you for something you don't have XD

Once the positions are filled and we're all settled, we'll probably have an online meeting through either Steam or Skype, so please have those within a week or two of your hire. If you don't want to attend the meeting, that's fine, so I'll tell the others your ideas if you had any and see what they thought. I'm very lenient when it comes to a lot of things with this project, but if you insist on being a whinny little punk, I shall have fun with your Director OC when I fire you >: D And yes, if you want to be hired, you must have a Director OC that must be human in form, have some sort of tail *Or two* and ears. Please name them something based off your name, like your initials, middle name, or nickname that's easy to keep up with. My directors name is Jace, a spin-off of my real name. Oh, and yes, the OC must have a symbol that is visible on the shirt/jack/hoodie that he/she wears. It can be anything you want so long as it's nothing too vulgar, and I will know if it is or not T-T

When you have the OC done, please post it here in DA so I can bring it to my other director to place in the Directors Comic, and yes, you will be required to be in it. You can either be passing by while everyone else is doing something, or you can be the star of it. If you don't want your OC to be part of the comic much, tell me so I can tell the DC artist.

Anywho, I think that's about it on the matter. The Main comic is being worked on within what little free time I have due to school or family matters, so the uploading will be slow as usual. I'll try to aim for every Friday like I tried, but that all depends on my testing, athletics schedule, and *forced* family time.

Hope to hear from some of you guys! Please give me an answer within a week of reading *Not like I'll know or anything, but the sooner the better for us all so we can get this show on the road.* and if I hire you, please throw in some ideas that come into mind. Nothing is a stupid idea unless it simply doesn't fit the genre or if it involves anything to do with nudity. This comic will have most to everything else BUT nudity, I can assure you of that. The most you'll get is probably a bare back from what I know.

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